It is close to the end of March. I have a feeling of intense energy. It could be that the sun is slowly appearing a little more each day. The cherry blossoms are blooming at an increasing rate and my only worry is that I won't embrace the beauty of them before the petals fall off the trees. When I think of where I am right now I am overwhelmed. It is the feeling of being outside in the snow all day and then coming inside and thawing by a fire with tea. Or having a cold for a week and the experience of smelling something for the first time again. I feel like I am where God wants me. That peace is completely unexplainable and I feel, for the first time in years, happy. My biggest fear is that I will reach the end, and look back and realize I didn't live. I feel as if God is giving me a chance to do just that, live. Despite my rebellions, immaturities, and mistakes; I am being offered, like Jonah, a second calling (3:1). And so, this is where my blog begins.
This is my journey of living.
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